Dating Time..

Assalamualaikum..

Cuti dah start dah. Smpai KL hari sabtu mlm, almost midnight laa. Kul 11 lbh mcm tu laa. Balik dari beli barang2 kawin sepupu2 aku. Ade dua org kawin  dah la adik beradik2 dua2 tuu. Bersanding sekali pulak tu. Hahaa. Ape2laaa. Nk cite pasal dating kot kali ni.

Sebenarnya orang-orang yang beriman itu adalah bersaudara, maka damaikanlah di antara dua saudara kamu (yang bertelingkah) itu dan bertakwalah kepada Allah supaya kamu beroleh rahmat.

(Al-Hujurat : 10)

Tau tk Ukhuwah tu ape ? Ahahaa, sure laa tau kan. Bestkan kalo ade Ukhuwah yg terjalin kerana Allah. Aku nk cite ak ade sorg kawan yg suke sedih gembira nangis bersam2 dari kecik. Dari zaman sekolah laa. Family dia OK sgt ngn aku. Ak suke gile laa siap leh whats app ngn akk dia lg tu. Almost semua ahli keluarga dia kerja dengn Hospital tak kire laa medical officer ke pharmacist kee. Yang tuan punya badan pun tgh amik medic gak tu.

Hahaa, dia laa org yg selalu dating ngn aku. Kuar same2. Mmg share sume ngn dia laa. Sume psl ak pn dia tau, baik kee buruk kee. same laa ngn dia tuu. Hahaa. Kami same jee. Cume dia lebih berpengalaman dari aku laa. Berani untuk mencuba benda2 baru, berbeza ngn ak.

Yup, ak smpai sabtu, ahad dah kuar jalan2 ngn dia, p wangsa walk laa. P konon2 nk cari data plan baru tok hp S3 tu, tup2 sume kedai p masuk tny tp tk subscribe pape pn, at last dok jee kat food court, sambil tgk hujan, *romantik gitu* blueekkk. Makan2 + sembang2, balik laa ape lg.

Dengan dia ak bnyk belajar erti kehidupan, lepas ni pakai serban insyaAllah, dia pakse ak belajar pakai serban, dah tau so mmg ak pakai jee la lepas ni. InsyaAllah. Haa erti kehidupan. Yeyeyeee. Arap jee aku ni org keyyy elll laa konon, tp jarang jee turun KL. Hari ni ak dinner ngn dia lg. Smpai2 je kat kampung bharu tuu, dengar azan. Zupppppp terus kami lari p msjd. Guess what, msjd tu btl2 kt tgh2 kota metropolitan yg sgt ramai org dan padat dgn rumah mmg mcm setinggan kat indon tu laa. Tp yaAllah sayu jee tgk msjd dia. Even luaran nmpk mcm tapak pembinaan yg ade tutup2 ngn zick tuu. tp dlm dia, serious wehh ak sayu gile. Rs kat kat masjid nabawi. Rindu sgt. Kalau laa dpt jejak kaki kat sana.

Mmg nmpk dkt gile laa. Evn dri rumah ak pn blh nmpk KLCC. tp ni mmg btl2 dekat.

 

Haaaa, bkn setakat tuu, ak rs mcm btl2 nk g sana, imam dia pn baca mendayu2 jeee. Khusyuk sgt ak solat. *khusyuk tu tk leh nk jamin laa, ak rs khusyuk laa dri b4* Merdu sgt bacaan dia. Dah laa penuh safff. Bile kuar msjd, haaa apippp pn ckp bnd yg same ap yg ak rs. hee. serious tk sgka ak akan dpt peluang cmni

Dah tu, dok makan chop2 tu, ap pggl dia, chicken chop. Alaaa2 western tuu. Hahaa. dok dari kul 9 smpai kol 11 mlm kot. Tk sgka. Sembang pny sembang, dah tgh mlm. Tp masih meriah lg kat situ. Ak jmp org yg cari rezeki dgn menyanyi n kutip duit kat kami2 yg makan ni.

Yang bestnya kawan dgn mamat ni. Kami saling tarbiah-mentarbiah sesama kami. Best sgt dpt bertukar pendapat ngn dia. Even ilmu kami tk bnyk, atleast buat gak kan. Bnyk dia aja kat ak. Dia lak buat medic kat uni yg mmg penuh ngn muslim. Ye laa dah kate uni Islamic kan. Hahaa. Best kan kalo dpt dating2 cm ni. Hahaa, tk buang mase pn ak rs. Balik rumah mama tk marah pn. Esk nk kuar lg ngn apeeep, tp muzil pn ade gak. Nk men ais skeetinggg kat sunway. Kali ni lg best sbb muzil dak law kan, mst bnyk hujjah2 nye tuu. Lame tk gather kami btige ni haa.

Mulut Buaya dah lepas, tinggal mulut Naga pulak !!

Assalamualaikum..

Nak tau dokk ? ape kah yg aku ni maksudkan kat atas tuu. Bhahahahaaa. Boleh kate ni tajuk entry paling lawak laaa sepanjang idop aku ni haa. Ishk, selalunye aku kat bawah baru nk explain ape yang entry title tu punya maksud.. But this time, im going to reveal it first.

Somehow, i feel that i wasn't really made the right things for the whole time in semester 1. But time runs away faster than we ever could realize. Macam mati lah jugak, kite tk sedar pn bile sbnrnya kita hidup, tup tup Allah dah arahkan Malaikat Izrail cabut nyawa kita ketika kita leka dengan penyakit umat akhir zaman ni, cinta dunia lebih dari akhirat. Macam semester lah, kite asyik enjoy jeee kan, last2 kite lupe yg final dah dekat, pastu tk stdy lg, pastu ape lg, mmg stay up laa sgt hari2. Concentration terhadap sume bnd dah berubah time ni. Same goes to me.

Nak kate tk prepare awal, tak jugak. Tp biasa laa manusia alpha dgn semua kemudahan kan. Bile aku menDOWNLOAD dgn kelajuan 15Mbps. Mmg kalah speed kat rumah. Berduyun2 ilham tajuk cerita nk download. Siap series pn ak download gak. Cite korea pn bantai gak laa, evn ak ni mamat 'skema' yg palang kepada Kpop. Hahaa. Jadi kesudahannye ak try utk ubah prinsip idop.

Dan dan pulak bile dah tk menjadi seorang penonton Movie tegar, aku menjadi pemain game tegar pulakss. So what, sekali match pn baru 'sejam' tu pn b4 tido. Aah b4 tido tu actually pukul 2-3 pg. Bhahahaaa. Kill org pn tk ramai, bole laa nk release tension. Even dlm ranking ak tk slalu pn dpt no atas2. Kalo lawan ngn dak2 hebat tu, mmg bawah2 jee laa ak tu. Dan iltizam utk mencapai kecemerlangan bile ttbe lepas gaming nk stdy. What the heckkksss. Okay bukak laa buku selama 2-3 minit. Okay ngantuk.. Ucapkan selamat mlm kat buku. Tidooo dan subuh gajah... Hahhhh. Expresss btl ak cerita.

okay tu laaaa ak nye routine setiap hari. jadi ak bole nmpk laaa result sem 1 ni. Hebat gileee. Okay tu yg ak cerita tu ak baru kuar mulut buaya sbb dah abs sem 1, tk pikiaqqqq pulak sem 2 kang. Dgr cite 5 subjs yg teramat lah dasyat nyee susah. Fine. Lagi laaa ak down.

ni lah salah satu mulut buaya. Baru satu lab report utk satu result, dlm ni ade 3 experiment KOWTTTT

ni tok sem 2. CPP. Chemical Process Principle yg merupakan antara plg susah diantara plg susah dlm sejarah subject. *hiperbola sgt

Ni dictionary jee, mcm encyclopedia laa gitu

Hambekk kau, over sgt nk tunjuk benda ak tk blaja kann >.<

Dan ni, ak saje jee curi tangkap gmba kat library. Booooo

Jadi sebagai konklusinya, aku sgt bersyukur sbb starting next sem, roommate ak bekas dak PASUM yg almost dpt straight A+ yang JPA bodo TERreject application buat medic kt overseas, yang superb pandai. Ohhh ash, men game laa kite ari2. Tp tk best myb tk dpt same bilik ngn qairul, tp dun worry kau akan bermastautin penuh kt bilik ak forever. Next next sem lah kite same bilik ehh. Hihii. Sem 2 kena kaw kaww buat btl2 gengss.

PS : Im done. Tarik diri :)

Happy Birthday Adam

Assalamualaikum..

semalam busy gile nak mati nak mampos laa gile. Exam dah start semalam. Dan smlm laa birthday adam. Pehh dah dua tahun daa budak tu kan. Ciss. seriously baru mcm baru jeee temam mama kt hospital mase ayong bersalin. Hihii. Rindunyee kt adam. Adam nampak mcm dah takut dgn aku, sedih laa. Tapi bagus jugak. Kang manje sgt ngn aku pastu slalu laa dera ak. Bile dia takut ngn aku, dia akan lebih respect ngn aku. Hihii. Miss you so much. I dont care. He's the only baby kat rumah tuu.

Ohh post kalo ni tk panjang. Takde mase nk tulis karangan panjang2 mcm dolu2. Just nk tulis adam punye hari jadi. hahaa. tetibe jee teringat cite Istanbul Aku Datang time lisa surihani tulis blog, lawak gile. Siap follower dia mcm2 kerenah kan. Lawak gile. Tk tipu. Dan last sekali tulis XOXO. Hahaha, girlish sangat -.-'

ps : final kali ni tk sebest kat matrik, tkde feel nak final langsung. Down gile jawab exam. so denda lahh :(
lagu tu btl2 kena batang hidung ni haa, babai

I miss my ADAM so much

Assalamualaikum..

Too soon to exactly being ready for final. I cant bare with it. Seriously, i never thought that semester 1 will be end soon. It shouldn't be, like next week.. Ohh great. Meeting those shaking moment is so soo sooo soooo the moment i dont want to meet. *hahahahaaa ayat tak boleh belah* Weeks ago, i was handling with all stressful time. And now, its the time i am really in tense. Tense with undone syllabus while days ahead is final. Stress gile. Thank god wifi Uni aku rosak.

Atototototooo tajuk entry kali ni sweet nye + cute nye. My Adam laa, my little nephew. Last time i saw him, he was, like one and half years old and now he's just gonna be two years old. This 19 nov 2012, and i could still remember two years back at that date, i was waiting my sis at the hospital accompanied by my mom and few books of mine. It was just few days before my real SPM. Unfortunately, i went back home earlier coz i was too exhausted. The dawn came and the incoming call from my bro-in-law telling us that he got a SON. I was the happiest person in the house knowing i got a nephew. He is the one and only boy i got in the house. I never felt being older than others, maybe thats the reason im the closest to him.

And now, looking back to all pictures in laptop, im just missing him so much. Miss to tease him, make him cry and bancuh susu for him. *Hahaa, selalu merungut tapi rindu pulak. Lalalalaaa. He is my dearest thing in house which could ever make me happy, laughing, mourning, crying ( disrupting my properties ) and also shouting with all my anger. I cant wait to finish my final and go back to see him. Plan to bring him to vacation, dont know yet where to.

Nangis dia kalo tk dpt naik benda ni

Ni p shopping time btl2 kuar dri matrik.

Jusco Ipoh. Time balik dri KMPk sem2.

Masing2 baru bgn tido.

Cutenyeee :')

Ps : never end a friendship because a silly reason. We're still friend. Setiap takdir dah dirancang baik oleh Allah. Mesti ada hikmah. Mungkin kita tak nampak hikmah tu skrg, tp nnt2 kite nampak la tuu.

Impian seorang lelaki

Assalamualaikum...

Oh my goodness. It's been quite a time i didn't spent time to write. Too many things changed me, in good way maybe. Btw, it's a time to give my full of attention for my upcoming final. Seriously, i was spending too much time for fun this semester. And i should say i dont really care if i didn't get above than i was expecting. Around 9 subjects, just two or three i managed to maintain the marks. In order to be in the dean list, as what my seniors said, at least B+ for 'some' of the subjects. And now, i can see the sinusoidal wave effects to overall subjects. InsyaAllah i'll be exposing myself to 'club's activities, just to ensure the extra-curricular i've joined could balance the unexpected results. Just for short, i've started to join the 'Caklempong' and InsyaAllah next convocation, i'll be one of those who played the 'Caklempong'. The first performance was last friday for the Tale'n'Time. It was awesome and seniors were proud to us. And as reminisce, i've broken the stick and it was the third time in the history of caklempong's group ever for my Uni. And also, i did enter the PHOTOgrapher team, only 6 students chosen lol. And it may could be my side extra-cocurriculum activities. Erm, friends here, they are awesome. Indeed, i can never forget friends from Matrik, but new friends are awesome as them. Just the matter of time, i'll accept them.

Ohh, lupe lakk, tajuk entry yg pelikss lagi mengerikan tuu. APEKAHHH ? Get rid all hilarious words there. LOL. Just to mention, i got my own dream to chase on. Indeed, i really want to be a pilot, and i will never want to be other than that. Bt, destiny has spoken, i am really never meant to be a Pilot. Never thought that 'THAT THOUGHT' would ever appear in my mind since i've started to study CHEMICAL ENGINEERING. But, i've been given by my friend a series of drama, a malay drama. I was totally blank -.-' Never ever having interest to watch malay dramas.

Things happened with reasons. I fell for it. And now i cant stop to think of it. The drama was most-likely as what i dreamed so far. Each turns from the series, just same as what i thought i want to be in future. The social pilot's life i want, the girls and also the luxuries, transcontinental transmission and pure love.

The behaviors of the hero in the drama, is just same as mine. I think laa. And my dream girl, like the heroin. Unfortunately, those are just things i wanted, and now ive changed. But, truly, i never let it go the memories like that, just that, i will save it. Watching the series and smiling to know i was such ambitious person.

ni ler novel tu. Mesti terperanjat kan -.- i tak bace novel okehhh

NotaKaki :: I read what you've wrote, thanks and i really appreciate it. I just dont want to give any hope. Congrats for the JPA scholarship btw. Indeed, im proud of you. Keep it up :)

cuti-cuti Malaysia

Assalamualaikum..

Regarding to my previous entry. hahaa. Lawak laa bace balik. Berangan sajewww kerja aku. Hahaa. And di atas ni tajuk entry baru ni pon gile jugak. Pehal lahh pulakk nak cuti-cuti Malaysia kan. Hahaa. Gelakk jee aku nii.

Semua orang sibuk kot. Isnin mostly University dah start kelas. And yg UPU tuu seminggu depan jee lgi tggl nk prepare tok masuk Uni baru dorg tuhh. Hahaa. TETAPIIII. ngehh ngehh ngehh. Saye dapat MC kot. And insyaAllah the whole week aku dapat. Dan aku akan 'FLY BACK' to my uni on friday. Jahat takk aku. Semua dah text bile mauuu balik. And aku selambekk je cakap 'Sorry guys i have my MC for the whole week because i got chicken pox dude.' Dan melentinglah kalian kawan-kawankuu tuu. Dah laa mereka-mereka semua memerlukan aku utk assignment yg kena hantar 31ogos ni.

What so ever lahh dengan assgnment tuu. Heyy aku kan second intake dan aku kan bukan dari kalangan kamu-kamu yg cerdik dan bijaklaksana konon-kononnya kanak2 bekas MRSM yg mendapat priority dari MARA kalau nk bandingkan aku nii. Aku faham kamu-kamu semua tuu pandai. Tetapi tanpa aku, yehhh, dengan nada berlagakkk aku mengatakan kamu semua tak boleh buat kerja tanpa aku nihh. Astagafirlahalazim :( kenapekah aku merepek sebegini rupa. Mungkin sbb handphone aku hang dari mlm td and skrg dah pukul 2 pgi still tak tidurr.

Back to basic la firdaus. Hihii saje nk gtau. Mggu depan rasa mcm nk g jalan2 serata m'sia nii. Nk p perak jumpe aziman.. Serious rindu nk g round2 kota kampar terindah yg satu tuuu.. Rumah rehat yg tilam dia 'EMPUK' gile. Air terjun yg bahaya gile yg ramai org mati tuu. Tesco kampar tempat lecturer2 lepak. Camp site yg subhanaAllah sgt indah. Rindu sungguh dengan kehidupan matrik dulu2. Aziman, Ayie, Abul, Din, Yasin, Hairi dan ramai lagi geng2 outing dulu tuu. Sobss. Room mate kesayangan Zainul yg super intelligent tuu, Sabri raja technology dan Aizat pak alim rujukan sepanjang zaman kat bilik tuu. Haishhh. Too much things to recap.

Okay nak gak g Bandar Melaka. Nk ziarah Zainul. Dia dah sepuluh juta kali call and text soh g melaka. Still in list. Melakaa pun best gak.. Pastu rasa nk g terengganu. Pulau perhentian. Too bad sbb tgh musim tengkujuh. Air pasang and pulau2 sume tutup. So plan nk menghitamkan diriku yg sudah sedia ada hitam ni termati di situ. Lain-lainnn. Rasa nk g Genting Highland gakk.. Last g pun time akk aku baru kawin. It was 3 years ago. Adam pun dah almost 2 years kottt.

Okay idea plg tak bernasss. Aku teringin nk ziarah scotland lagi. Hamboih bnyk duit gaji kau tuu yg baru dpt? hahaa.. berangan jee kejee. Aku still teringat. Dulu m'sia punya tahun melawat Malaysia tahun 2007, benda plg gile adalah aku fly to scotland. Bukan nya nk habiskan jalan2 kat msia nii.. Ngek gilee. Kate jee sayang m'sia nii. Haprakk betul. Tuihhhh.

video nii laa yg mmbuatkan aku nak jalan2 satu msia. Kelantan t'ganu tak penah sampai lagi kott. Tapi satu UK dh abis jalan. Abah pun penah perli aku. Ngehhh. Ye laa aku dolu2 tak suke jalan kat dlm msia nii. Selalu dok umah jee. Time cuti panjang jee mesti dok jee kat rumah. Over kan konon2nye nerd la tuu. Hakikatnyee. Hatuihhh.

I miss my Pilot-to-be life :(

Assalamualaikum...

Semua orang tahu aku mmg btl2 nk jadi pilot. And aku tahu ape yg aku nak. Sbb tu aku akan try very hard utk jadi apa yang aku nak jadi. Back to basic. Aku nak jadi Pilot. Yeah boleh kate aku menggilai bidang penerbangan sejak usia aku entah laaa. Mmg dari kecik. Sejarahnya bila kawan sebelah meja aku masa darjah satu kate ayah dia seorang pilot. I've been driven to somewhere i didn't know by my mind. It was so awesome to know him as he was the one who introduced me to Pilot's life. Ayah dia dah buktikan bnyk benda kat aku. Seorang pilot muslim yg sgt berjaya. Berjaya terbitkan buku ilmiah lagi tu. Bukan satu buah, tp lebih dari sepuluh buah. So it's not impossible me to be like him. As he was really inspired me, i did come to his house every weekends. Starting on that moment, my brain keeps reminded me to excel academically in order me be one of the pilot working in MAS. Haa, ni pun pelik gak, i was only wanted to work with MAS. Because i am really love Malaysia ( puihhh ). Bukan bukannn.. I love MAS because it brings along the beauty of Malaysia's to the world. Hibiscus is such memorable flower as it was my first ever flower i had draw and won for drawing competition. As well as the Malaysia's flag ( Jalur Gemilang ) and each time anyone asked me how i can draw those things, i said ive been inspired with MAS. Unfortunately i never played Wau ( kite )

haa.. sampai MAS pun ada keluarkan MAS Hibiscus

I know Malaysia wanted to prove to the World that we also can do what others did. The Petronas twin tower is one of the example. For how many years we got the title to have the tallest building in the world. Even we know to build tall buildings is some of the sign of doomsday. Im not on their side to agree with all things they did, yet also not to condemn them. I just wanna say i saw their efford but in the wrong way. Unfortunately the things they had built up makes me to have a future dreams.

And other thing why i love to be a pilot of MAS is because i love KLIA. KLIA always been a place i will be each year. Never been excluded from my visited places of the year. EACH YEAR, i will go there at least once. Aku rasa mcm penah jee post pasal nii. Adoi.. kejap kejap. Aku link balik kat sini.. Baru jee lagi aku tulis pasal ni. 1 march 2012 kott. hahaa..

YaAllah bestkan kalau dpt kerja kat sini. Sobss

Satu lagi plg aku suka bile flight malam. Pehh mmg lena tido. Mcm kat dalam bilik kot. Sbb ade bintik2 glow in the dark tuu. So kita akan rs mcm nmpk langit mlm btl2 laa. YaAllah miss all these weird habit. Aku dah la jenis yg suke berangan. Hahaa. Tapi Allah dah tunjukkan yg jadi Pilot mgkn bkn yg terbaik utk aku. Engineer ok whatt. Yg penting aku akan buktikan kat MARA aku akan jdi pelajar yg layak utk dia sambung bg duit utk smbg Master dan PhD. Tak kire lahh ape yg jdi. Aku jdi lecturer kee hapee kee. Yg pntg at last aku akan kerja kat KLIA. Dun worry jdi ticket seller pun jadi laa. Hahaa. Walaupun aku tk mgkn jdi pilot, terselit walau secubit utk jdi pilot. Yg penting sbb2 di atas bknlah sbb asas utk aku jadi Pilot. Tapi sbb sampingan which beneficially for me if i got to be a Pilot.

SALAM PERANTAUAN vs. CHICKEN POX

Assalamualaikum..

Fuhhh. Dengar nama CHICKEN POX jee ak dah geli wehh, focus aku pun berubah kepada bintik-bintik merah satu badan. Eiuuu.. Malangnya semua bintik tuu dah berada kat badan akuu. Sila jangan dekat dengan aku. huhhh. Chicken has nothing to do with this Chicken Pox. And what has shocked me when doing research about this normal symptom to *CHILD* is it was firstly identified by persian scientist Muhammad Ibn Zakariya ar-Razi (865-925). Im proud with our Muslim ancestors. They were really great in doing research either in sciences or philosophy, yet they were also hardworking in worship Allah. Nothing less than useful person, even since i was born, i have nothing to be invented, not like them. Chicken Pox is a common childhood illness that causes rash of itchy spots that turn to fluid-filled blister.

i got it. How about you ?

Whatever it is. Aku tak boleh makan bnyk benda mase raya. Yeahhh. Aku ade text kakak afif ( Kak Saleha ) dan dia bnyk nasihat. Dah kata pharmacist kann. Okay Afif pun ada datang rumah melawat, sekali dengan muzil dan Ted. YaAllah tebal saje muke aku nii. Nasib baik dorg ni kawan-kawan baik. Terima je la dengan selapang-lapangnya. Hayyaa. Afif yg desak nk dtg konon nk lawat. Muzil pun ok laa tp yg tkleh blaa why why whyyy bwk ppuan. Ted mmg malu nk  mampus la aku kan. Nasib baik laa dah agak sihat sikit muka ni. But still. Tu pun jarang nk tgk muke2 mereka nii..

Seriously terharu. Kawan ketika suka dan duka, that's what everyone hopes their friends will be. And aku dengan bangganya nk ckp aku dah  ada. Alahamdulillah. Kenal dari kecik ( kecik laa sgt kan ) even dah merantau kat utara ke selatan kee mana2 jee laa atas muka bumi Allah ni tetap ingt kawan lama. Huhuuu..

Okay teringat sebenarnya time raya kat glasgow. Dari lepas solat hari raya tuu, tkde pn org datang ziarah. Tapi abah dah announce kt yahoo group ( tak ingt nama dia ape ) tok sume pelajar msia kat glasgow tuu soh dtg kat rumah. Makanan sume dah tersedia. Alih2 dah kul 12 cmtu kami satu family pn bukak laa bju raya sume and mcm dah ngantuk gak laa, so tido laa ape lagi. Hahaa. Last2 kul 2 camtu la rsnya ade org ketuk pintu and kami bukak pintu, pehhh sume org dtg. Hahaaa. Mmg terkelam kabut laa kami bersiap2 lepas tido tuu. Memang sangat tak boleh lahh part tu dlm idop aku. hahaa.

Ini ke aku nk cerita kali ni. Hahaa. So sebenarnya aku tak bahagia dengan raya kali ni. So ak teringat kat raya yg lepas2. So what. Suke hati lah kan ak nk teringat2 pun. Hahaa. pelik laa hormon tak stabil laa rsnya. Apa2 pun yg aku tahu semua ni ada hikmah dengan ap yg aku lalui sekarang. So kalau aku tak dpt raya pun, aku tahu ramai lgi tak bernasib baik utk beraya mcm aku. So what is my situation compared to them in the Allah's sight ? Kalau mcm ni punya dugaan yg ciput pun nk merungut. Hahhh. teruk lahh aku. Sekian :)

MENARA GADING

Assalamualaikum...

Lama tak update benda ni. Taknak update pun. Hahaa, mengikut dengan tajuk entry, merana gading ehh ehhh menara gading lahh. Haish apelah aku nih. Memanglah setiap jihad tu perlukan pengorbanan kan. Haa dalam pengorbanan mesti kita merana, sengsara dan sebagainya, tapi kalau jihad dan pengorbanan kita lakukan tu dengan niat kerana Allah, so aku tak rasa pun jihad dalam belajar ni satu kesengsaraan.

Just nak inform kat korang-korang sume yg baik dengan aku ke yg jahat dengan aku ke, ak nak mintak maaf ( please yee, aku nak jadi macam Uztaz Firdaus dalam cerekarama malam tadi, dah la belakon sebelah umah aku jee, and kat masjid as-syakirin lak tu, balai polis gombak mmg tmpt aku main2 laa kan ) hahaa. Bukan ape, hari ni hari last aku kat rumah. After this i'll be away from my beloved home for the next 4 years.

Ramai orang tarak tahu maa, tapi sayeee mauu bg tawuu looo sikalangg. Alhamdulillah, hari tu dapat kos Sains Gunaan and now, even aku tak lari dari bidang asal aku iaitu kejuruteraan, but i think it is quite good la compared to Applied Science kann. Aku ditawarkan Chemical Engineering dan pendaftaran besok la bebehh. So kiranya ni last la ak online ( ngade bukan nye aku ade FB ke Twitter ke nak mention2 on9 nii ) hahaa.

Memandangkan kita kat dalam bulan ramadhan, ada sedikit lah video pendek dari Youtube.com yg telah menambat hati aku. hahaa. Enjoy and see yaa bile cuti balik rumah. InsyaAllah bukan dalam masa yg terdekat ni.

UPU tu kejam ke ?

Assalamualaikum..

hahaa, since last week handphone aku asyik mudah abis beteri jee, kredit pun macam air mengalir hilang. Semua tengah heboh pasal result UPU yg kuar mggu lepas. Hurm, pape pun, aku nak ucapkan tahniah kat semua yang berjaya tuu. Yang tak berjaya, jangan la kecewa sangat. Dan yang tak dapat course yang korang idamkan tuu sabar je laa. Dan akhir sekali, kepada yang kena lelong tu, harap terima dengan hati yang terbuka ( wehh sentapp kot ayat last tuu ).

Hahaa, aku la tu yang last skali tu. pehh, menyirap wehh bile check. Ingat kan dapat la at least UiTM. Tapi aku sebenarnya dapat yang lagi bagus dari tu. Alhamdulillah, even rasa nak tukar jugak laa course tu sbb ak agak terkezutt bebeh bile check syllabus dia, macam medic punya we. Biochem la Microbiologi la ngan Biodiversity la calculus tak pikir pulak. That's why lah ak down nak mampos for the whole week nii.

Pape lah ngan result matrik ni, ak penat dah turun naik KPT putrajaya jumpe pengarah dia tu, hahaa. Tetibe jumpe nicholas dak matrik aku. Siasat punya siasat ade mmbr seberang jauh sikit dari bilik aku kat matrik tu kate dia tu anak emas scholar. And yet i remembered there was a ceremony celebrating excellent students kat tingkat bawah bangunan KPT tuu. Hurm medik la jawab nyer dak tu. Tahniah congrats tahniah congrats.

Hahhh, aku menaip sambil mulut menguap even dah pukul 11 pagi. Kejap lagi pun nak kuar kejap ade benda nk settle kan. Huhh hectic life aku mmg sampai mati la we lagi-lagi kalau aku g gak course ni. Pehh mmg babai la tidur lena dan hello kepenatan abadi. Tapi yang pentingnya setiap benda yang berlaku mesti ade hikmah, semua slalu ckp benda yang same tp aku berani bet la kalo korg dlm situasi tekanan mesti korg merungut gak. Tapi bile dah reda tu cepat-cepat lah set mind yang baru supaya kita tak sentiasa menyalahkan takdir Allah.

Bak kate member baik aku sealam maya ni, kita selalu berdoa supaya kita mendapat yang terbaik dalam hidup. Dan mungkin sebenarnya ape yang kita dapat and tak suke tu lah yang terbaik Allah telah rancang utk kite. Jadi janganlah sekali-kali nak salahkan takdir Allah. Terima dan redha. Doa jangan lah stop walau kita rasa despair tapi kita kena ingat rahmat Allah tu tak pernah putus :) Berdoalah insyaAllah

Berdaki bile mendaki

In Canopy walk-way

Cautiousness. !

A complete recreation will ensure our body maintain it's health. This is my journey in getting into a healthy life style. Errr, no no noo. Just gonna give my review to this jungle laa. Fine. Merepek dah ni. Okay, this beautiful wood is located in Asia, i mean here, in south-east Asia. And alhamdulillah, as an Asian, i got the chance to see this very beautiful creation of Allah. He made this for us. And we have to take care of it. It is responsibility for those who are human. As we are taking care of it, it is a sign of grateful for Allah coz He still give us chance to feel His very beautiful creation.

Canopy Walk. My brother :)

Retak weh  >.<

:: Angah ::

Getting up

Not giving up to get up

And reached the top.

YaAllah cantiknya :')

Poyoss

Alamak, takde bakat nak tangkap gambar org -.-'

Trying to capture a greatness of Allah's creation

Aku tangkap gambar ni. Cantik cantik :)

Dusssshh, Kepoyoan terserlah di situ

Everyone needs rest :)

Assalamualaikum..

Admit it ! Each of us needs rest. The moment you will let off every things and be a freedom as long as not forgetting the Allah Almighty. '' He is Allah , other than whom there is no deity, knower of the unseen and the witnessed. He is the Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful. He is Allah , other than whom there is no deity, the Sovereign, the Pure, the Perfection, the Bestower of Faith, the Overseer, the Exalted in Might, the Compeller, the Superior. Exalted is Allah above whatever they associate with Him. He is Allah , the Creator, the Inventor, the Fashioner; to Him belong the best names. Whatever is in the heavens and earth is exalting Him. And He is the Exalted in Might, the Wise.'' [Al-Hashr 59:22-24]

When gratitude dies, our faith goes with it. The indulgence we’ve created for ourselves is killing gratitude. It is therefore no surprise that we’re having a crisis of faith. Live for Allah, because without Allah in your life, you're not really living.

Saturday, i used to have a leave from my hectic life as a promoter ( part timer ). It was a beautiful beginning as the rain slowly turned away and the sun came after. Last saturday, I went out and started the car engine, then came my mother with a sport suit. We headed to The Challenger Sport Center at Kepong. We reached there and unpacked the stuffs, we had our HARI KELUARGA gitu laa.. My mom's department's Family day. I never came to my family day for three years back, yeah kekangan masa telah menghalangku untuk melibatkan diri. Ngehhh ngehh ngehhh.

It was awesome the teams registered almost 17 groups from all Selangor staffs. I had been invited to join but i was wearing jeans, if i wear seluar trek, serious weh, aku memang nak. I thought my name wasn't listed, hahaa. Sape suruh tak inform awal-awal. Then i took a tour around the courts, and had some photoshoots. Unfortunately, the size of the pictures, grrr,, never mind lah, dah habis beteri DSLR aku tu. Almost thousand pictures since the game started. How come mehhh. Hahaa.

This is my job

Kirenya macam paparazi gitu

since adam ada scandal :P

cute jee.

Main kejar-kejar pulak

And finally he was exhausted

atotototoooo >.<

 

And the night after the futsal's tournament, i went to padang merbok, near to tugu negara to attend a wedding. The wedding of a sweet couple. Both of them were gorgeous on that night. I was wearing a full suit of Baju Melayu same goes to my brother and Adam as well.

A grand night :)

They are so sweet

And the time to eat has come.

Gelojoh benoor

A portrait of a mother, a son and a grandson :)

Do you have PAST ?

Assalamualaikum...

First of all, nak cakap blog ni punya design sumpah buruk gilakk. Hope i got any free time to change them. Serious busy. Second of all, nak cakap gak ni, bulan depan dah nak masuk Ramadhan, serious tak sabar. Bulan yang penuh dengan kemuliaan dan keistimewaan. Dan insyaAllah kita semua dapat menggarap segala advantage di dalam bulan ramadhan itu nanti.

Okay back to the main objective. Im just coming back from somewhere on the earth which really far to place i used to be now. And Alhamdulillah, it teaches me a lot in getting through all upcoming days. Usually during holiday, i mostly spent all days in my own room, or else, went out with my closest friends. And things happened in my life, i will never let it go. As time goes by, from tiny things until biggest issues occurred will be a part of me. They were the things that cheers me up all days.

Thanks to all memories. Thanks to all experiences. Without both of you, i still in my way to know the meaning of this life. And because both of you, i know my self better. My father always say this to me, Only You Can Change Your Life. All things you've gone through all these days, were only the requirement you to succeed in future. Without the hardness in life, you'll never find where actually the key of success. Thanks Abah.

Sometimes, i remembered all things that Abah advised me once i got into troubles. The things that i considered as nothing initially has became the heal. Silently, i could feel the grateful appeared in all sort of way in my life. I made my past life as my personal dictionary, and i'd try to fix myself to not be my old wrong-doer, in order not to avoid it be a deep scar in my future life.

I never cry to my past nor regret to my past. It was only an attachment to me which we called as Qada' dan Qadar. Maybe to others, it shows i don't have feelings towards anything happened, sure, but still, Firdaus still Firdaus. I love and happy being myself as my only way i choose to be.

How to love Muhammad

Assalamualaikum...

I bear witness that there is no God but Allah, and Muhammad ﷺ is the Messenger of Allah.

They say you can never love a person whom you have never seen. I just smile and said: “I haven’t seen My prophet Muhammad S.A.W but i love him dearly

When the Prophet visited Al Bakki’ (a burial-ground in Madienah next to the Prophet’s mosque) before his death, he told his companions:” I wish I could see my brothers.” They replied:”Aren’t we your brothers?” The Prophet said:”No, you are my companions, my brothers are those who didn’t see me and yet follow me and believe in me. I’ll wait for them on Al Hawdh (the Place where the Prophet is going to give all survivors a handful water from his noble hands that will make them never feel thirsty again after this hard day-the Judgment Day- and this will be directly before entering Paradise).

If you ask me, why do I love him, the
Prophet Muhammad (May Peace be upon him) -
I love him because he cared about us
Muslims, and loving him is a condition –

If you love Allah, then love the Prophet
Muhammad – Allah loved him very much.
He was Allah's Final Messenger, and
The hearts of many did his mercy touch.

His beautiful character makes me admire
Him – his trustworthiness and honesty –
Even before he became God's Prophet,
Disbelievers knew that he was trustworthy.

I love the Prophet Muhammad because
Of good manners he was the best example.
I love how he was patient throughout his life
And how his morals were never skeptical.

He cared about his nation too, thus he taught
Us what we should know about our religion.
When given the chance he'd always educate,
Blessing us with advice through his companions.

As a father and grandfather, the Prophet
Muhammad was kind and tender loving.
His mercy to the poor, widows and orphans –
His good treatment of them is too astounding.

His tolerance, even to non-Muslim
Neighbors, is also something to be admired.
His mercy too was further manifest
Through his kind treatment of the slaves he hired.

As a leader – he was charismatic,
As a warrior – marked with strength and bravery,
As a family man – full of mercy,
And a husband who treated his wives fairly –

As a friend – he was accommodating –
Full of cheer, he brought smiles to people's faces –
Respectful to the old, and kind towards the young –
Mercy was the Prophet Muhammad's basis.

I love how he was merciful – and because
Of his mercy, he always tried to guide.
I love how he struggled to obey Allah,
And how he remained patient all through his life.

I love how he was able to do so much –
So many good deeds, despite his simple life –
How he could survive on mere dates and water,
And yet stand for long hours when praying at night.

I love how he was so thankful to Allah –
How he was always ready to sacrifice.
I love how his character was dignified –
How he was strong and gentle at the same time.

I love the patience of Prophet Muhammad –
In worshipping Allah, in fasting, and praying –
His patience in helping Muslims, and in hard times,
And how he was merciful and forgiving.

Because of my love for Prophet Muhammad,
I try to follow him – and say "you should too" –
If you truly love Allah, then love Muhammad –
Let your following him make your love more true.

O' Allah, help us obey you, and help us
Follow Muhammad – in this world and to Heaven –
Grant us his companionship in Paradise,
And freedom to drink from his blessed fountain.
Ameen.

Written by Mariam Mababaya